Christmas has always been my most favorite day of the year...I still can't sleep the night before, seriously. I love all the excitement it creates, the chaos of the actual day, the lights on the houses, the smells of apple cinnamon candles, the annoying music that I can NEVER get enough of, the presents, the giving too, the red starbucks cups...and best of all, the magic of Santa. Every year when we were little my mom and dad would take my brother and I out of school and we would head down to Fredrick & Nelson's to see Santa. I have such fond memories of donning my fanciest, I'm sure, velvet dress, putting gel in my side spike, and thinking of the one toy I wanted more than any other so I could share my secret with Santa and hope, in all my hopes, his elves and reindeer would come through on Christmas day. And now, I get to pass this down to Hadley. This fills me with joy...so much so, that when we were waiting in line to visit St. Nick my eyes welled up with big tears and Ryan said "Are you going to cry, weirdo?" "No", i said, "I'm just so excited for Hads." And then he said "Hey Meg, you know Santa's not real right?" "Oh Ry, I know this isn't THE Santa...it's just one of his helper's...duh."

Hit the 'bucks before the 'big show.'

Ryan and Hadley checking out Santy...he doesn't look so bad.

So proud when she found his stash of candy canes.

Um, Hads, I can guarantee Santa's watching...so probably shouldn't steal one.

We were brave from afar, but turned mighty wimpy once we had to actually touch him.

Right before the giant back bend that made Santa nervous.

She liked this view of Santa a lot better...no actual contact.

And the candy cane made all the heart wrenching trauma worth it.